Day 58: Impaired Cognition
Friday, November 3rd, 2000 (3rd day off Paxil). A journal entry:
The withdrawal is getting worse. Feeling emotional and a little suicidal today. Unable to make full use of my cognitive abilities — that’s the reason, I guess. To have that taken away from me makes me feel useless. Meaningless. How long can someone live like this?
Right now I don’t know if I’ll be alive by Xmas.